For many year I pissed my life way, trying to raise awareness to the plight of children in forest care. And to the many crimes that are committed daily by the system met to protect them.

The war I use to call it and I a knight I call myself, trying to fight the darkness so that others could see the light. But all it did is envelop my soul in a delusion of thinking I could make things different. All it gave me was a hollow life. So I retired, there is no point jumping up and down and getting fuck off because no one is listening.

People are just going about there day. Bills to pay kids to pick up and all of that. The presser of life can be grate and its hard to find the time to be a part of a crusade. No just toss some cash in a charity tin and know your hard won dollar is doing good, that some what of a lie that only the best marketing can pay for.

Why hasn’t the tax payer in the world ask for better transparency? After all I don’t think any one of us tax payer would like to see money we pay being used in the commissioning of a crime, or to hide on for that matter.

Every day a kid whom cares of who they are, will take there own life, often alone and misunderstood. I know busy with work and got bills to pay to see your own is struggling, or a strange kid.