I still don’t understand why more people are not outrage by Tiahleigh alleged rape by her 19 year old foster bother and alleged murder by her foster father? Tiahleigh is one of many death and the hands of state care, sadly this is the worst case I have seen in some years.

When is the media going to call it for what it is?…… A national crises and brake down on all levels?

I have being in foster care and I have ment many Tiahleight in the past, many ended up dead by the time they hit 19. Others  abusing drugs to kill the pain and rids them self of the memoir’s of the abuse they endured while in state care. Sadly the sue a side rate, out side of as well in the foster care system will never be known. The train wreak of lives forgotten in state care seem to find there way in the jail system, worst still make more victims. Very few hold down a job or live a good life. The ones like me have memoirs I wish I never hed, childhoods trashed no good memoirs just this lingering loneliness that never seem to end.

For now 13 year I fought to protect kids in state care, I have all but failed to draw much need action and attention to this failed system, that make more abuse and only plays into the hand of people that wish to do evil and just take advantage of a kid.

Now I’m lost on what to do now, my voice is not strong enough. What in the Fuck do I do now?

Tiagleigh I’m sorry I failed you.